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Tuesday, 22 December 2009

Christmas~ what a wonderful day!

What if Christmas had never happened?

1. We will have no holidays and that means we all gonna work and study
2. We will not be celebrating for any purpose.
3. We will not receive any exchange presents.
4. No reunion.
5. No joy and fun!

and the list go on and on. But hey have you guys ever wonder what Christmas is all about? i wanna say that if Christmas had never happen then :-

We wouldn't have known God.

God came to Earth on this special day which many of you known as Christmas Day! God send His Son on Earth and go through the man life * just like a normal human*. Many of us thought Christmas is just another festive and hey let's celebrate and have fun! Let's us go and have a party. Of course having party and fun is great! And indeed we need to celebrate! Because it is because of this day we are saved. Because of this day we are secure. Because of His great and amazing love, abundant love for us we are living in hope and we know we have a bright future ahead. We know that at the end of the day we know where will we be. Praise God. And continue to give thanks for this day. We celebrate cause we are thankful and grateful for His abundant Love. Not because it is another festive.

This year Christmas i am just so amazed again for His love for me and you! Yes you tool. God came into this world not for the righteous and holies but for us sinners. So that our sins will be forgiven. Praise God man! Goodness i can't imagine my life without Him .

Actually i wanna thank God for bringing me disappointments in life and hardships. It is because of this i know i have learn a lot and become a stronger person. I know i might sound weird but i truly give Thanks. Sometimes God works things out in a different way. It might not be the same as what we want or how we actually planned but it happens for a reasons. When things happen i never blame God but i blame myself but each time it happens somehow a better things appear to be even better out of it. I do not know how many of you had had experienced it but it is simply amazing.

At one point of life i was like great all Sundays classes. Of course i do not want to miss church cause of studies. Its a no no. I thought of changing church so that i can attend a Saturday service. Of course i did pray about it and simply trust God with a lil Faith to be honest . No doubt God will make a way. And indeed God did. He open a door for me that i do not need to attend any Sundays classes. Means i won't be skipping church. Yea! Praise God.

This again remind me that, I should just Trust God and have a lil more Faith in him. Believe that He will make a way. Knowing that with Him everything is possible. Thank God really for everything that had happened in my life. I've gone through much this year and i am looking forward for more of His miracles and work upon me and i know that God is making my life a wonderful journey with ups and downs and i know at the end of the journey i will be blessed and i know God is great.

Thank You Lord for everything. I can't deny it I LOVE YOU So Much My Savior!

Friday, 18 December 2009

The ring , the wonder

There she is staring at the wall
Looking for something new yet old
She wonders will that day ever come
The day where she is deeply thinking

There she walked from that place
towards the mirror she stare at herself
Not looking at her looks but
But to just asking herself with many questions

No, there ain't any answers to some
And yes, to certain of the questions
Sometimes we are just unaware
Bout what is happening yet we ignore to

Back from the very place she sat again
Continue to carrying on her work
Trying to solve some puzzle
That keeps bugging her life

Rain starts to pour right from Heaven
Shower of blessings for her to say
Knowing that He will understand
For she puts her hope and trust in Him alone

She knows none is like Him
No one else can she trust but Him
She prayed and she believe it will come true
For it is possible with Him

Again, she starts to stare at her hands
Taking off the very two little ring she has
She treasure both rings as its means a lot
She asked herself how could she be without either one

Those rings might seems normal to many
But to others it may be memorable
To her is her journey of life
That will never end till the day she got Call
Hang out day

When to Grab some Starbucks for FREE yesterday after a long day walking around KL. To be honest walking around KL reminds me bout my CBN life. It is just so memorable.I miss it so so much! I miss my secondary school life. It is a blast! I enjoyed a lot back then. I can never have those fun again. What a sad thing right? I too miss my Diploma life so much! Well this is life. We all go through it and we have enjoyed.

Here is my drink

With my beloved girl...

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

Looking at the shadow

Exams is finally over and i wanna thank God for being with me throughout the exam! Thank You Lord. For without You i am not where i am now!....Yet i have much decisions to make and Sunday classes!! Goodness i ain't gonna skip any of my church and dance serving man! I am so happy and excited to serve the Lord again!!!! AH....God give me the Wisdom to decide. Amen!

Well on the other hand, those i promise to go yam cha with, i am finally FREE to do that. So Let's us plan! And have a blast ! And a good fellowship time together!

Okay now the topic of the day, "looking at the shadow". I know it is a random topic and to be very honest i have nothing to discuss here with this random topic =.="

Okay lets see how i gonna start this topic, well first of all i wanna thank this person with the name Shane for being such a sweety to take pictures of me xD and i hope and pray for more! Lol

Okay as the title says looking at the shadow, how many of you actually look at your shadow when you walk on the sunny day? Well to be honest i don't ! I only will look at others shadow and i walk on their shadow to get away from the sunlight!

But i like to just admire my shadow at times like..

Ya see i took a picture of me no of my shadow in a house. I know is kinda lame but hey i am just so amazed with my own shadow.

As i stared at the very shadow of mine, i recall those times i had and gone through before and i just can't keep thanking God. Yes i go through many things but yet again i also receive many blessings. How great is our God right? Amazing.

On the other and i misses those times i was in my secondary school, and my diploma times! AH!! Group 12 if you ever read this I MISS YOU GUYS!!! AND THOSE TIMES WE USED TO HAD!! I wish i could turn back time at any times! But unfortunately in life we can never do that!

Looking back at my shadow reminds me that we shall all take a short appraisal about ourselves and see which area do we need to improve internally and changed for a better person!

And Christmas is coming wahoo!! Praise God for Christmas for without Him there isn't any Christmas!

Saturday, 12 December 2009

How could i live

How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
No one else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You

This beautiful song above just flow when i plug on my mp4. It is indeed a great song. At that moment i pause and i ponder on the lyrics. It is indeed a great song!

Looking at the lyrics indeed, i can never go thus far without Him. His amazing love and His grace has indeed bless me with many blessings and i have a sudden recall in Phip 4:4 Rejoice! I said it again Rejoice! Paul said Rejoice in the Lord. Rejoice not only the good times but also the hard times. Because we have God and With Him everything is possible ! With Him no way will turn around and there is one way! Amen!

Today, as i took my shirt break , i looked into my first book of sermons notes! I am kinda amazed that i have all together 3 books now! XD. I randomly flipped on a page and guess what again. it says, with Him it is possible! I know it is Him who give me the assurance that it is Possible and i know declare that With Him it is Possible! Amen!

Besides, it is also written in my book that we are different because we Have god in us!

Again, i wanna thank God! For everything! All glory be unto Him!

By the way i wanna special thank Kevin Kumar! My secondary school study partner! Its been a long time ever since we bum into each other and yes its even longer ever since we chat! And thanks for calling me and giving me those words . I appreciate it! and yes indeed you truly know me.

Thanks..

signing off...